This Town
Around every corner, a ghost
In this town.
Familiar, creeping, knowing
Invading the unknowing mind with memory and being.
It grabs hold, forcing surrender.
Impossible to see a corner
And not see the apparition lurking in it.
There: that afternoon, the bright sun, the patio, laughter and then…
Here: a woman scuffles forward on the sidewalk, pulling her belongings in a broken-down cart; you know that woman
And there again: a new mom pushes her child in a stroller toward the daycare doors…a child now grown and moved far off. Your child.
Every sight is the site of a remembrance
Sparking some forgotten neural pathway.
You cannot flee.
Everywhere
In this town of shadows
With its grey-black bricks,
Awnings flapping under hot air.
Its smoke stacks.
Laundry lines,
Yellow buses.
Everywhere
In this town.
Here, the dry cleaner
Here, the cafe
The mechanic
The library - it is just opening for the day!
It is a town to grow up in
And eventually fold into
To become
Like the earth around it: soil. A phantom
In someone else’s
Periphery.