Then it begins

The shit of life

Comes forth

It seems like bad things

Are happening around the corner

Wicked things

Accidents

Me, for one

I am going to visit my biological father

My gaslighting father

Who tries to love me, make himself the good guy

Then there’s cheaters

Twisting of words that’s twisting my stomach

My friends, who love me

But for some reason I feel bad, I feel distant

My feelings

Disappearing

The old art network I was on

Got back, then left, that thing was a drug

And as I look at the world around me

I cry

Natural disasters,

Relationship disasters

More and more and more

Never ending

Why can’t we have a happy ending

Like in the story books

And all this shit

Is coming up on my break

Dreams take over me

Help me escape, if only for a moment