Then it begins

The shit of life

Comes forth

It seems like bad things

Are happening around the corner

Wicked things

Accidents

Me, for one

I am going to visit my biological father

My gaslighting father

Who tries to _love_ me, make himself the good guy

Then there’s cheaters

Twisting of words that’s twisting my stomach

My friends, who love me

But for some reason I feel bad, I feel distant

My feelings

Disappearing

The old art network I was on

Got back, then left, that thing was a drug

And as I look at the world around me

I cry

Natural disasters,

Relationship disasters

More and more and more

Never ending

Why can’t we have a happy ending

Like in the story books

And all this shit

Is coming up on my break

Dreams take over me

Help me escape, if only for a moment