Then it begins The shit of life Comes forth It seems like bad things Are happening around the corner Wicked things Accidents Me, for one I am going to visit my biological father My gaslighting father Who tries to _love_ me, make himself the good guy Then there’s cheaters Twisting of words that’s twisting my stomach My friends, who love me But for some reason I feel bad, I feel distant My feelings Disappearing The old art network I was on Got back, then left, that thing was a drug And as I look at the world around me I cry Natural disasters, Relationship disasters More and more and more Never ending Why can’t we have a happy ending Like in the story books And all this shit Is coming up on my break Dreams take over me Help me escape, if only for a moment