I’ve been feeling strange… Can’t find a lane to stay I brought my umbrella …. Because the sky was gray But really I just hoped that I could wash the pain away But when they look at me this way… I’m scared it’s here to stay Ignorant to the feeling of being desired, what a lowly brute Desperation of a sinner baring souls inside a Holy booth Emptiness of forever feels like time only leaves holes in you Time travel to a younger me…just to tell him, if he only knew… Ashamed of the past I lived, I cringe at all my actions A fraction of what I used to be and I used to be a fraction Shattered fragments of a something that at one point was attractive Love letters been redacted…I pray for wholesome reenactments Life can’t be this empty, what do I cling to while the floor descends ? The pits of hell just open up and wrought the wrath of hopelessness I hope this ends, let’s wrap this up, I got a thing to get to Fill your time with mammals less you watch the serpent tempt you Why do I search for placement with people I can’t keep pace with? Every dreamscape of utopia has a hell that runs adjacent My idle hands make final plans, don’t leave my fate complacent Every days a triumph… but every breathes to my amazement I’ve been feeling strange… Can’t find a lane to stay I brought my umbrella …. Because the sky was gray But really I just hoped that I could wash the pain away But when they look at me this way… I’m scared it’s here to stay