Look At Me
I can’t stand the way you look at me
So I sit my ass right down.
I meet your avaricious gaze
With a thought provoking frown.
I’ll hold my breath and a bears paw
While I twirl around my drink
Hoping, always, that just for once,
I didn’t have to think:
About the bar, about the scene,
My dress, my shoes, my hair.
All of it an alleged invitation,
For the predators to stare.
I cannot leave the building now,
For your eyes are staying up
My thoughts run faster than the drop
Falling down my half-empty cup.
What a life I could lead
If I could be freed
From the looks of passing men!
I’d prance through the firs
Make all the cats purr
And dance heedless in a moonlit glen!
But instead here we are
In a musty old bar
While I yearn for a mother bear’s den.
But this is my life, that I’d like to lead
Without your input, you skeeve.
I throw down a twenty and caution,
Then get up and walk out to leave.
Your leer meanders upward
But suddenly, it stops
For the feral, crazed look in my eye
Makes you rethink some thoughts.
The threat you can see,
And the ones you cannot,
Is quite real.
And you really don’t want to get caught.
You had started to move,
But your courage is drowned.
Because you can’t stand the way I look at you
So you sit your ass right down.