I wasn’t prepared for this moment. All the years I’ve been on this earth and I never once felt this magnetism. Even as an earth sign, drawn to the every fibers of the soil, I’ve never been pulled in, a fish on a reel, to something so…. Bewitching. you made me tremble from the inside out. As if I’m the san andreas fault and “the big one” has finally hit. Every piece of my being is crumbling into a trillion tiny pieces only to be melded back together by those beautiful umber eyes. I cant even tell if I’m breathing. Am i breathing? Is it possible for someone to actually have their breath taken away? Snatched from them without a moments notice. My anxiety is taking over now that my brain believes I’m truly not breathing. My palms are sweating, finger tips tingling, I can’t even swallow, yet the thought of taking my eyes off you makes everything feel worse. I must be dead, there’s no question anymore. But could I be your sleeping beauty? If im dead will you breath life back into me? Do I dare risk approaching you for fear of not knowing whether or not you’ll be my forever.