I knew it from the first time that I saw you! As I looked into your eyes , I saw my future go up in flames. Everything that I had worked so hard for was gone and you were to blame! There was something about you that I desperately craved and that I needed and I didn’t know what it was until it was to late.

You made me feel free. You made me feel that adrenaline that I’ve been missing for so long. It’s like something inside of me just opened not knowing that there will be a price I’d have to pay. Young, wild , and free you used to live by that saying. You lived life on the edge!

Time! Time has gotten you to slow down. You seem more calm and cautious then before. It only took 10 yrs for you to stop and smell the roses. I wish I would have stopped but I was to far gone. I stopped at nothing. I was gonna get that last high no matter what it took. I was gonna get my last fix, my last craving, my Last shot of adrenaline.

As they all sit at my funeral, there’s not a dry eye in the room. I heard my mom say she had so much ahead of her! My dad was sending death stares your way! You whispered “ I’m sorry for everything , you were the one who made me feel like me again. My future may have went up in flames but I don’t blame you! You needed me to heal you and sometimes it takes someone else getting broken for one person to heal!