I took me too long to understand what I was doing. Everyone that was close to me is gone because I was so oblivious to the fact that I was hurting them, and now it’s too late. I was trying so hard to fit in that I lost what really mattered to me. Now I’m alone and too scared to make a change in fear of this happening again. In fear of hurting anyone close to me. In fear of getting close to anyone because I mess everything up.

I’ve been living without knowing the damage that I have caused. And now I’m paying the price for it.