Beauty Of Being Self Conscious
If I were a beauty queen
How would I see myself?
Would I wear a crown everywhere I go?
Would I smile and wave to crowds I don’t know?
What would I do
If a world’s full of people saw such a view
Could I fall in love with myself
Or would my outer appearance triumph everything else?
Maybe I’d be down about my skills
Maybe I’d feel my life empty, unreal
Maybe I’d pick apart every inch
Every piece of my soul I’d crush and I’d pinch
So maybe I’ve got folds and rolls
Maybe my scars are greatly pronounced
Maybe my face is pale and under eyes dark
And also my skin covered by all these marks
Yes this is me short of a queen
The truth hard to swallow
The imperfect secrets are the ones I bear
Having to cover all of my tear and despair
But the more I learn the more I can see
We all see ourselves short of beauty queens
Does that make us all rightly self conscious
Or is there a reason for us to be honest
In another light I see the beauty in my curves
My scars so strong and unique
My skin in the clear glass is soft and angelic
I’ll handle with care myself like a priceless relic
Perfect as can be I am
I value my faults as high as I can
Each and every bit of me
For there is beauty in everything if you only look and see