Alone

A void has been left. Without you, I once again feel trapped in the pitch black abyss I was born into. It was only natural, the time we spent together was extraordinary, everyday filled with joy and laughter. The rage and hatred that once flowed throughout my veins disappeared the moment I saw you. I felt a warmth I never felt before. You made me forget. But forgetting is what caused you to lose the radiance you had. Soon your smiles turned to frowns, your jokes turned to taunts, your laugh turned to tears. The sun that brightened up my mornings turned into the cloud that covers it up. I realized, that while you were fixing my complex tale of life, I was destroying yours. But I didn’t care, as long as you were by my side I could attain my own happiness. My sentiments didn’t last long, I soon became unable to recognize you, you began to remind me of the me before we met. I began to despise you as I did myself, refusing to accept that it was I who caused this. So I left, as if running away from myself. Every once in a while I find myself gazing up at the sky you loved so much and every once in a while I’m reminded that I am no longer with you. So my days continue as if we never met, and I once again find myself trapped inside the void that I continue to create.

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