Letter To Bella (2)
Dear Bella,
I can hardly find the words to express how much I miss you today. The world feels so empty without you. I tried to keep myself busy, but it’s so hard to escape the aching void you’ve left behind.
This morning, I made us both a cup of coffee, just like we used to. I brewed it strong and tried to make it taste like the way you liked it. I almost laughed, remembering how you’d tease me about my terrible coffee-making skills, but the laughter never came. It’s just tears, Bella. All I have are tears now.
I went for a walk in the park where we used to spend so many afternoons. The flowers were in bloom, their colors so vibrant, and I tried to take solace in their beauty. But every time I saw a flower, it just reminded me of you and how much I wish you were here with me. I walked past the old oak tree we loved so much, and I sat there for a while, staring up at the sky, hoping that somehow, you could see me.
Later, I tried to work on that poetry we always talked about. I wanted to write something beautiful, something you’d be proud of. But the words felt hollow, and I couldn’t find the right lines. It’s as if my heart is too broken to create anything meaningful without you by my side.
I don’t know how to go on without you, Bella. Everything feels so heavy, so wrong. I miss your laugh, your advice, your endless kindness. I just want to hear your voice again, to feel your presence. I wish I could turn back time, just for a moment, to hold you close and tell you how much you mean to me.
I hope wherever you are, you can feel my love reaching out to you. I hope you know that you’re always in my heart, and I carry a piece of you with me every day.
I love you so much, Bella. I miss you more than words can say.
Forever yours,
Ivy