when you touch me my adrenaline flares a warning signal,

that my heart cannot hold back too much desire,

and when your touch is gone,

i still feel a heavy weight on my heart,

the weight of its absence,

when we are apart,

i feel this sensation in the unreachable center of my chest,

similar to when you eat too much salt

i feel dry and broken down,

I also feel tight and full of a jittering vibration

i want your touch so badly that when you are gone,

i grow weak and sick,

tired and shaken,

sad but hopeful,

there is a lustful hope in the unreachable center of my heart.