No no no! This was such a stupid idea! Why did I ever get hydrangeas and tulips, he likes calla lilies and Baby’s breath! Okay okay, it’s okay at least he seems to like the pink….. this room has no pink in it…. No! I’ve messed it all up.

I can feel my face, I must be blushing as red as a rose. My heart is racing and I’m struggling to keep my breathing under control. All his words are running together but I get the point. He sees me in yellow not pink or red.

That’s okay though. Well I mean I’m not but I will be. I think….. yellow huh? I should’ve known…..

if he’s happy though… if he’s happy…..

I turn away from his door, and head back to my car, knowing if he’s happy, maybe I can be too. Just without him, somehow