My head feels all over the place

I lay here with tears running down my face

don't know how to feel

I feel like an empty shell

That loss with the world

I steered in the mirror and see all of the flaws that are in my head

I then burry my head and scream to myself as I lay in bed

scratching and scraping my head with my fingers in my hair

it is just not fair

A voice comes I can hear them

buzzing nose yaamming noise

Can you hear them no they just in your head

Feeling Numb in my tummy

Punching and fighting to have feelings but don't know how to feel

Moving slow not trying to put on a show

putting my mask on and saying everything fine

Instead, know every think seem bs bad right now

People knocking on the door asking me to help some more

but I just can't any more as I hit the floor

Life not fair not today not to more

is all two much instead my head

sort you head out don't just lay in bed