Whatever is left of me you shall have it . You may have this mortal body I’m trapped in. When my breathe dwindles still . And the air inside me eternally shrill. But just know I’m eternally fill. So even if the gun looks violent Even if your scared of what you might see. Just know it was the best for me . I can only imagine what you might’ve said “Drop the gun ,I’m here for you “ But you weren’t You only love me when I’m insane About to blow my brains . Any other day you’d leave Deceive Believe If only I could breathe .