He left. Just like that. No second thought, he just walked away. Did he realize how selfish he was being? Did he realize that this wasn’t love. Leaving me wasn’t love. He said he was doing what was best for me and because he loved me. I didn’t believe that bullshit. He was being a coward. If you love someone you stay and fight, right? He was my first love and now my first heart break. I realized he didn’t know love, how could he. If he didn’t love himself, he couldn’t love me. If he wasn’t going to love me, he wasn;t going to love anyone.