Wait.

Watch.

Wait.

Wait.

Worry.

Beat yourself up.

Worry more.

Wait.

Endless cycle for a hyper sensitive person.

Hide your pain and force a soft smile

It’s easier to pretend to not feel

The way you care leaves gashes in your heart

Flip the switch

Drop off that ledge that holds you on

Force anger that pushes the sick from your belly

Be silent

Hold your tongue

Cower

Embrace that once beaten girl once more

Then shut down

You want to scream

You want to confront

You want to stand up, but fear stops you

Fear, it controls you

You do and it might not go your way

You might lose them

Is it worth the risk

Are “we” worth the fight

You might learn the truth

That you in fact care more than they do

They love you

But do they ever really?

Actions

Hours of silence

Your not the first thought

But sadly you are mine