I find myself crying at night About all of the things that I didn’t do right I think about how my life is okay But that because of my past it won’t be one day When I was young I made stupid decisions Ones that have me caught reminiscing I cry and I cry and I cry to the world To just let me have a new beginning I’ve always been happy with my life to this day I got lots of friends and beautiful sun rays But what clenches me up inside Makes me want to restart or die I can’t explain who what or why But I’m just so fucking afraid that each night I cry I cry to my mistakes For existing in the first place I cry to my doings For putting my life in ruins I cry to the world for the fear of everything I’ve ever lived going to shit and there’s nothing I or anyone can do other than all of it just ending. I just want a do over A new beginning