People congratulate me for losing weight.

"You're thinner than before!"

I'm sick.

"You're looking great!"

i'm unwell.

It's not a glow up. I'm deteriorating.

You make fun of my breakdowns to my face but i'm begging you for help.

You don't even hear me when I'm screaming in someone's face.

I'm not okay.

How loud do I have to be for you to hear my cries?