It’s dark.

Not too dark.

But not light either.

In a way, it’s comforting.

The darkness fills me from inside.

It makes me feel like a person.

Like the girl I was before... all this.

I just want to see him one last time.

Before no one ever gets to see him ever again.

But for now, I’m stranded in the middle of the blackness.

And there’s no way to know if I will ever get out.

It’s okay though, I know that I am only getting what I deserve.

I put him through a hell of a lot more than I ever will.