Even In My Darkest Days

One breath,

Just one more.


It’s just one more breath.

You can manage that.


Don’t quit,

I know you don’t really want to


Die

That is.


But quitting—

Even if i wanted to, I don’t know how.


I never understood

The appeal.


Why?—

Why should I quit?


I have a hundred reasons why I should

But I ignore every one of them.


I ask myself, am I smart enough?—

No. No, I’m not smart enough.


Am I pretty enough?—

No. No, I’m not pretty enough.


Am I talented enough?—

No. No, I’m not talented enough.


When I think like this

Even against the sea


Of the vibrant coral reef

That inhabits me


I still don’t think I am strong enough.

I still don’t think I am tough enough.


And yet,

I never quit.


I just keep taking one more breath

After the other.


Maybe it’s true,

Maybe I’m not strong or tough or talented


But I’m sure as hell

Built from courage.

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