Even In My Darkest Days
One breath,
Just one more.
It’s just one more breath.
You can manage that.
Don’t quit,
I know you don’t really want to
Die
That is.
But quitting—
Even if i wanted to, I don’t know how.
I never understood
The appeal.
Why?—
Why should I quit?
I have a hundred reasons why I should
But I ignore every one of them.
I ask myself, am I smart enough?—
No. No, I’m not smart enough.
Am I pretty enough?—
No. No, I’m not pretty enough.
Am I talented enough?—
No. No, I’m not talented enough.
When I think like this
Even against the sea
Of the vibrant coral reef
That inhabits me
I still don’t think I am strong enough.
I still don’t think I am tough enough.
And yet,
I never quit.
I just keep taking one more breath
After the other.
Maybe it’s true,
Maybe I’m not strong or tough or talented
But I’m sure as hell
Built from courage.