Hint hint

God

Is it not fucking obvious

I said I wish

I wish

I had the will to live

Never said I did

Cough cough

Fucks sake

Is it not bloody obvious

I drawled what a SHAME

Never said it

Never promised it

Cause death is welcoming

Laugh laugh

Cause aren’t I so funny

Aren’t I so funny

When I claim I want to die

Claim

Claim

Yeah that’s really funny

Cause you see, I wasn’t claiming

I was promising

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

Well not really, thought it’s fine

This hints probably to subtle for you

I’m not suicidal as such

Just sometimes

I look at reasons to die

Dead bodies

Pro suicide websites

Cause then I can be in control

In control

Unlike our conversations

You don’t get it.