carry me home
darling, do you remember?
the night i found you there
six feet under woodland moss
you were too bloodied to care
i pulled you from the roots
the trees held you as their own
you folded into my calloused hands
i said “my love, we’re going home”
carrying you from the forest
a trail of blood swam on our tail
the pellets beat down on your skin
first signs of a reckoning hail
the years came and went
but you never said a word
still, i gained hope
every time you stirred
one day a spirit called
came knocking on our door
she took one look at you and said
“oh, it’s a shame to be so poor”
for i couldn’t afford to mend you
with any spell from a merchant’s tent
so i sat and listened to your breathing
without a penny spent
but the spirit she was kind
offered to heal you for free
placed a kiss upon your forehead
and willed you to come to me
your eyes fluttered open
two pale butterflies
mine closed from the weight
of the heaviest of cries
you placed your hand on my cheek
said “thank you, my dear”
i thought we’d be happy now but
your future’s “oh so clear”
for you had to return to the bog
the same one from which i’d saved you
because is it really saving when
you don’t have all the clues?
because your home was the forest
i mistakenly thought it was me
but there’s not love lost, darling
i lowered you under your tree
one last look and you were gone
but i didn’t waste those years
because when i turn around i see
the spirit there to
catch my tears.