We were in love

I showed him all my love

and he gave me his in return

he would never lie to me

unless he was buying for me

he gave me smiles and i gave him laughs

i would kiss his cheek and he would kiss mine

we were equal all the time

One day there was an inbalance

It was as if he gave me less of his love

should i give even more?

I thought every second

so i gave him it all

i bought him gifts

I kissed both his checks

to hope he would be like before

but it didnt work

he only gave even less

no calls or kisses

i missed my loverman

so i showed even more love

as if i was giving all mine and his

until there was no balance at all

then one other day

he gave it all back

and even more id ever ask for

he was himself again

he bought me more flowers

of all kinds

and never stopped reading my mind

my loverman was back

but only for a while

turns out it never meant anything

and he wasnt really in love

and then i knew

This is when a man becomes a monster