To go is to get it

                               over with ;

To stay is to

                  spare myself   a day

of meaningless misery .

To be present is to stay

                                             ahead ;

       To stay behind is to f

behind . a

                                              l

Will it hurt me or help me ? l

Release a burden or add a new ?

In the end

It doesn’t matter .

               My stomach

a l w a y s

makes the decision

for me