I’m starting to feel like a loser again. I thought I’d finaly escaped it now that I’m in uni. But no matter how far I move or how much I change myself or my lifestyle I always end up feeling the same way I did in elementary school, never getting invited to sleepovers or having close friends.

I don’t know how to talk to people like a normal girl. It’s so incredibly frustrating, I don’t understand how people are able to meet others and continue the relationship. I always feel bad when I ask someone I met to hang out because I feel like they would not want to hang out with me.