My path is unclear

Guarded by the clouds

Inside my brain

Sometimes I dance across the sky

My head full of iridescent nacreous clouds

Kaleidoscopic

With an air of certainty hanging around me

I know my purpose

And I intend to fulfill it

Yet those moments are rare

And hopelessly optimistic

Sometimes I am numb

My thoughts blurry with dull altostratus

I drift aimlessly

Monotonous and unfeeling

Indecision overpowers all other senses

And my goal is lost

Most of the time I am dark and stormy

My mind crowded with raging cumulonimbi

A hurricane

Rain pours down

And I drown in my own floods

Thunder booming inside my head

Lightning flashing

Electrocuting me

And I lose consciousness

Unable to stay afloat

Because I can't swim

Can't see a way out

My eyes are red and unfocused

And I'm sinking under