We are not friends

So don’t you keep up with the lie

When you say you’ll love me every single

Day until I die

We are not friends

We do not see eye

Everytime we even speak

It’s just to hear you justify

I can see the lies

In between yours eyes

You would leave me for any guys

You like to hear my cries

So let me return the knife

You left in me 

So you could rise

Back equals x marks the spot prize

You wanna watch my demise

You wanna watch me fall

You want to help me up

So you look helpful and tall

You watched me grow

As your jealousy grew too

And every single thing about you

Was used it’s not new

You obsessed

And your mess

And everything about you

Give me pain in my chest

I can hardly breathe

I start to tremble

Because when I see

I realize you resemble

Me.

You want me.

To be me.

To be better than me . 

So people can see

The monster I display

But I'm simply a spectator

That watches you decay.