To obsess is to play a dangerous game. That’s what I don’t get about her, she’s seems to smart and down-to-earth. I’d say her sensibleness is second only to her beauty. That’s another thing, I don’t get why she’s so “in to” me. I mean, I’m fairly normal - as far as “normal” goes, don’t think I’m particularly attractive. Personally I’d call myself “unassuming”.

But she does seem to notice me all the time, wherever I am. Like just today, she noticed me in the coffee shop. She noticed me on the street outside afterwards, and then again in the department store. She even noticed me on the subway, and this time I made sure I was a good car-length away. I’d even worn a different hat. Still, she saw me, and gave me that “look”. It’s so exciting! Makes me tingle all over, gets my heart beating like it’s dancing a quick step. At least she hasn’t yet noticed that I’ve moved into the apartment block across the street, which is good as our windows are literally opposite each other on the same level. Hope it lasts, gives me some privacy, finally! If I make sure the living room light is off and I stay quite still while I watch her, maybe it will last?

It never has, though. Sometimes it gets so bad I have to move, again. Last time, though, it did get pretty intense. This one might be different, who knows? Maybe it’ll calm down, maybe her obsession with me will pass, and I’ll be able to again watch without her noticing. I hope so. Last time I had to make it stop. I’d rather not move city again, though, I quite like it here.