Its the holiday season

But I can’t seem to shake this feeling.

On this day, I lost somone close to me

Whose name I rather not say.

The pain remains far too great.

It sucks when you realize bad things

Can happen to good people.

What happens to those who are evil?

Why dont they suffer?

Where is the justice?

On the surface it seems they are far better off than those who choose the path thats rightous.

I dont believe in the narrative that they will he punished at the end

by some all powerful entity for all of eternity.

There is no afterlife.

Thats a fabrication made by man

To ease their mind when they die.

The fear of death haunts mortals.

They’re afraid,

So they pray, as they await the only true certainty.

As you take your final breath,

And the light begins to fade from your eyes

And everyone you left behind cries.

Suddenly things will become silent

And there is no defying it.

The harder you fight the more painful

So why cling on to it?

when its unjust and full of lies in disguise of truths.

I guess if you think about it,

It’s not so sad,

It ‘s better to be dead

than misled,

and miserable.

If its truth that you value

This world would devour you.