At night in the dark, my brain likes to spark

It ignites like a fire my most selfish desires

I feel ashamed for feeling this way

Is it so wrong to want what others have

And not just be left with no pass?

My brain hops from one thing to the next

In an erratic dance with no rythem or end

Why can’t my thoughts just let me sleep

Oh to be able to sleep peacefully,

And endlessly, in my own bed