Calling
High above the sky, I retreat,
A silent witness to a world I could never touch.
I’ve hidden myself where no one can find me,
But even here, the emptiness follows.
I wonder—did they care? Did they ever love?
Or was I just a fleeting thought,
A passing shadow in a crowded room?
The ache of being unseen cuts deeper than the cold.
I am so high, yet the weight inside grows heavier.
How can I feel this hollow,
When the world below teems with life?
A million voices rise, but none call my name.
My mind is a storm I cannot quiet,
A cacophony of confusion, anger, and despair.
When they speak, their words fall through me—
I am a shell, numb to it all, disconnected.
I wished for someone to see me,
To take my hand and pull me from this abyss.
I screamed for help, but my voice was swallowed,
Buried beneath their laughter, their indifference.
It’s too late now.
I’ve climbed too high, drifted too far.
I watch the world shrink beneath me,
A distant dream I no longer belong to.
High above the sky, the winds carry whispers,
But their comfort feels hollow.
The sadness I bear is endless,
A gravity the heavens cannot erase.
Is this freedom, or something far worse?
I thought I’d escape the pain,
But even here, where the air is thin,
My soul is heavy with all I’ve lost.
And so, I linger—
High above the sky, where I can hide,
High above the world that forgot me,
High above the life I couldn’t save myself from.