Lies ahead is the opportunity

To escape my calamity

Lies ahead is something great

To escape my hate

Lies ahead is a chance

To find something grand

Lies ahead is a beauty

Wondrous and lovely

Lies ahead is more

My new open door

But can I walk the distance?

Can I give it a chance?

Can I risk everything to be me?

For this once chance to be free?

Will I find my happy ending?

Will I finally stop pretending?

Or… ?

Will it all go down

Turn and switch around?

Will all my insecurity

Become my new calamity?

Will all my hate

Stop me from becoming great?

Will this one chance

Be too much distance?

I glance again at the door

Longing, like crazy, for more

Could I really do this?

But more importantly,

Could I just continue living like this?

Resolve in me hardening

Knowing I can’t let this be my fate

Taking a step to the door

Making my way

All the way to more