13 Years
Societal norms craft picturesque notions
Of love and a life worth living
While realities wane like the tides of the ocean
Hearts weaken from endless giving
Marriage, family and white picket fences
Illustrated with joy and contentment
Being normal used as empty defenses
All the while you brew with resentment
The love you received heals deeply cut wounds
Pain reduces beyond measure
Yet it isn’t enough to be swindled or swooned
Nor placated by gifts or pleasure
The idea of love being a chivalrous knight
Degrades all that love can be
For love should not protect you from freight
No, love should set you free
What is the difference between compromise and sacrifice?
How can you tell them apart?
When you stop seeing life through your own eyes
And must return back to the start
So many notions advertised as healthy
Begin splitting you at the seams
You are loved, successful and even wealthy
But not living the life of your dreams
Your truth, your future, your hopes, your needs
Withered away over time
But when stripped to your core with no one to please
You can finally live in your prime
Your time has come after 13 years
Nothing can stop you now
And though the truth may bring you to tears
The only question left is “how”