‘Sometimes the only way to really forget everything is to go to sleep’ this is what my therapist said today in session. As if my dreams don’t recount my days in the most twisted fashion.

I tried explaining that but of course they didn’t care.

I don’t ever get any sleep, anytime I close my eyes I see them, the creatures. It’s always the same dream just different ones.

‘ I am walking through this trail, with tress all around me. I hear a bell and it’s as if I know to run to it. I start running down the trail, listening to every tink of the bell as I near closer. I run into this huge hill and I see a small clearing leading to the top. I quickly run towards it to climb up and once I get to the first step on that clearing, I am snatched by this creature, tall, almost shadow like with a smell of fire.’ And that it’s, I wake up.

It’s the same over and over, every night. The problem is almost every night when I wake up from it, I think I hear a fair bell sound coming from behind the house in the woods.