Despair, created hatred in my heart that one could not fathom. The devil had a hold of me, telling me I know what hell feels like. Wrapped in anguish & unable to leave, life held me for ransom. A powerful hold over me, defenceless & incapable to give a fight. With no more hope remaining, I questioned if fate is given at random. No faith in my path, If I left this world would it somehow be right?