I thought I had chosen correctly. I read the right things, talked to many different people with many different views and I considered every aspect of both sides. In the end, I felt 100% comfortable with my choice. I realize now that my decision has helped facilitate this complete and total destruction of my beloved country. In all my research I never investigated the possibility that my choice would not be prepared in the event of a nuclear attack. And now I feel so deeply regretful. Would the other side have handled it better? I don’t know. For now I’ll keep walking with the hope of finding another survivor. If I do, we won’t discuss politics.