As feeling comes back to my body I am alive I can feel life…my life After I tried to take it my eyes are heavy after being closed for so long My body feels lighter than it ever has The door of the hospital room creak’s open I see my family… my mom, dad, and brother They came over to me I say hi but they don’t hear me like we’re to far apart even though I’m right here Aren’t I? That’s when it all makes since everything My mothers tears over my lifeless body my dad and brother crying in pain that I was now gone Had I succeeded? Was I… actually… dead? I wanted to end my pain,but instead I made it worse by inflicting pain on my family and everyone who knew me.