As feeling comes back to my body I am alive

I can feel life…my life

After I tried to take it my eyes are heavy after being closed for so long

My body feels lighter than it ever has

The door of the hospital room creak’s open I see my family… my mom, dad, and brother

They came over to me

I say hi but they don’t hear me like we’re to far apart even though I’m right here

Aren’t I?

That’s when it all makes since everything

My mothers tears over my lifeless body my dad and brother crying in pain that I was now gone

Had I succeeded?

Was I… actually… dead?

I wanted to end my pain,but instead I made it worse by inflicting pain on my family and everyone who knew me.