Buried the pain

Of us together

Burried the betrayal

Of memories gone stale

As days fade the memories return

A painful tale I can’t tell

Trauma stays around me

Panic claws at me

Emotions held back boil

Trying to keep everything under soil

Mother makes my blood boil

What’s wrong

Talk to me

Tell me the truth

I asked you a question

I don’t need their help

Iv faced hell alone

I retell the tale

Tears streaming down

Can’t stand can’t think

It hurts to much

But mother keeps probing

Making me bring up matters

That left me shattered.

Once I bleed my heart out on depth ears

They retell the lies to calm my fears

She’ll come back

No she won’t I saw quietly

Empathy my parents lack

I go to my room

Listen to music

Try to forget the searing memories

Listing to the words you never said

Just leave it in the past mom

Next day she’s all cheerful

Like the convo wasn’t fearful

She asked me why I seem off

I just fake a smile and move on

Till the feelings resurface

One day she’ll come back mom says

Lies if she really cares then we’re she at then?

I try my best to move on

But goodbyes are hard

And the pain won’t go