sometimes it hurts to think the way I saw you before you left for good as time passed without you I grew into myself and out of your shoes finally putting you to test and you failed I always wanted to believe you’d always rescue me you let me believe but now I’m drowning you love to pretend make believe me a princess a marionette on silver strings so you could be king I loved you I admired you I still love you though you misunderstand what love means if you listened to me you wouldn’t recognize me you haven’t known me for years I’ve played your game for so long who can say if the person I admired ever existed or if that too was just show I don’t want to leave you you love me as best you can I think I hope I miss you but you don’t get to fool me anymore you will always be family but you have abandoned me as father