Here’s the reason i’m a loner, because fuck friends they always chuck me overboard.

Acting so nice when truly is the coldest of ice and thankfully i’m never stuck with them I slip through fingertips.

Chuck me off the ship like a stone always making me want to let my eyes drip for using me as a steppingstone.

Can’t let those eyes drip, hide it behind another layer of wood if I could but all of them will just strip me down and see the tears of a unspoken mime a broken clown making another rhyme.

Never have I ever been disloyal but you tear me like a sheet of tinfoil, break me after being loyal to you.

You make me want to stab you right back.

I’m still sinking in a seemingly endless sea, it gets bigger with every river of tears I cry, I can’t fight back, I can’t lie.

Where’s the true good friends? The ones that you have a laugh with and they just push you away the next day? Just to betray my confidence in true friends?

This is why i’m this way, the outcast, the loner or whatever else you wish to call me.

I’ll stay in the waters with all the fish, making bubbles for the rest of time, which for us is likely three seconds, “Hello great white shark.”