“Goodbye”

Those words shattered my soul. I felt like I was being ripped into pieces. I never wanted to have to say goodbye. I loved them so much. I still do. I always will.

“Right person wrong time”

I keep hearing this sentence. I hate this phrase. Why couldn’t it be the right time? Will there ever be one? If the right time comes what if they’re not the right person anymore?

“You know we can’t talk anymore”

I know. I know that we can’t and I know why. But that doesn’t make the hurt any less. I think it makes it hurt more actually. I know it’s my fault. I know I’m the one who broke us. It’s my life’s biggest regret and I’ll never forgive myself.

“Mouse”

That was your nickname. I still refer to you as mouse. I’ll miss you. If you ever decide to return I’ll still be here. I will always love you. Knowing that your happy is good. Seeing you thrive brings me joy. Even if I’m not the one your happiness is shared with that’s ok.