I don’t think I’ve ever need sadder

I feel like i ripped my own chest apart

The blood from my hands crusted and never washing out of

Those stupid tank tops you always told me to wear

Even when you were the one stabbing me it didn’t hurt this much

Holy shit even though it was me who cut out string I still texted you asking to call

Just because I wanted to hear your voice and say good bye in a better way

I don’t know what to do

I’m so fucking sad