There were moments when I think I loose my sense of presence and I only look at the blue sky. I’d like to look at the world with my pink glasses for which my husband always call me a dreamer. Once on a walk around the neighborhood I had the crazy idea to look down and I stumbled on a dead body of little bird. I was finally face to face with it. The dreaded death! I was so shocked and exclaimed “I don’t think about that. Death is not a thing I won’t to let into my life”. He yawned and looked at me with no surprise “Darling, you don’t think about anything. You just like to be around. When are you going to wake up?”. This is what he was missing… I was just awaken.