Restless
Egotistically eccentric
at night come the
Heckles from skeletons
nightmares and mixed messages
See this game ain't a joke it'll cost us
fuego fills your heart
And a magnet has you stuck to
A fuckin trick
A chemist
steal ya glow from ya soul label you a menace you know—- the Bella
Then you left alone in the cold
Never really trusted you
I just really lusted you
Faults on me my own enemy I trusted you
But the metaphors tricked me now I see the truth you needed me to complete your truth-
...Lies
Tried to keep your spirit alive
Because hip hop was about to die
My soul was mourning and fiercely
I held to you
Was it my fault?
Nobody loves the moon she just a mirror of the Suns control
Always is
Was it his fault
Something's gotta give
What I did wrong was love
Now that same melody got me
Shaw-shanked 16 on death row
Just a red bird with a hammer
And no hope.
But I'll say thanks though
Because you helped my grow,
Right?
Wrong you led me down a road to be dunked guess you got the home run
Congrats you won the game you swore you hated
Haven't I suffered enough?
Nobody mcares if her souls tormented
Nobody prays for satan they all got their own thing
That's all I was
Papas keeper
Papa don't preach no more I'm
Done with hurting getting done wrong
Holding on to fantasies and dreams
Like one day I'd see the face that saved me
The same face that enslaved me
And they can read history and blame it on me just like my fantasies blamed everybody.
Bane.