From sorrow to hurt

You changed me

Scared of rejection

Scared of being you

From hurt to anger

You left without saying bye

You never saw my sleepless nights

You weren’t there to see me cry

From anger to hate

It all just boiled

The memories toiled

Of the love you spoiled

I hate myself for loving you

I hate you for pretending to care

From hate to rage

I feel like an animal in a cage

You adore from the sidelines

But you didn’t read the warning signs

The honey coated lies you tell only go so far

From rage to pain

What did you have to gain by lies?

Why did you have to leave

I was just a kid who couldn’t understand it

Now I’m just a kid with MD

You took my voice like I owed it to you

Burried the love I still held on to.

But you can’t take the rest of me.

From pain to numbness

You look like a stranger to me

I don’t feel safe around you

I loved you yet you can’t see the pain you caused

From numbness to no emotion

There are days where I remain silent

There were times were I don’t eat enough

There once was a time were I almost killed myself for the old you

But you can’t see it can you?

The sleepless nights the panic attacks

You moved out west and left it all, you left me too. What happened to the girl I. Used to love? The sister I used to follow around

I wanted to be like you now your just fading away tell me are you happy out there?

I still feel your ghost here every time I look in the mirror I see a reflection of you

Every time I laugh yours echos in the void

Every time I’m around my friend I see glimpses of you through the crowds like your still here and nothing changed. But I have.