From sorrow to hurt You changed me Scared of rejection Scared of being you From hurt to anger You left without saying bye You never saw my sleepless nights You weren’t there to see me cry From anger to hate It all just boiled The memories toiled Of the love you spoiled I hate myself for loving you I hate you for pretending to care From hate to rage I feel like an animal in a cage You adore from the sidelines But you didn’t read the warning signs The honey coated lies you tell only go so far From rage to pain What did you have to gain by lies? Why did you have to leave I was just a kid who couldn’t understand it Now I’m just a kid with MD You took my voice like I owed it to you Burried the love I still held on to. But you can’t take the rest of me. From pain to numbness You look like a stranger to me I don’t feel safe around you I loved you yet you can’t see the pain you caused From numbness to no emotion There are days where I remain silent There were times were I don’t eat enough There once was a time were I almost killed myself for the old you But you can’t see it can you? The sleepless nights the panic attacks You moved out west and left it all, you left me too. What happened to the girl I. Used to love? The sister I used to follow around I wanted to be like you now your just fading away tell me are you happy out there? I still feel your ghost here every time I look in the mirror I see a reflection of you Every time I laugh yours echos in the void Every time I’m around my friend I see glimpses of you through the crowds like your still here and nothing changed. But I have.