Life without you

Teach told me I’m supposed to think

About what life would be without my favorite link

Favorite link?

What would life be like without the person I care about the most?

What would life be like without my father ? Without my little brother? Without my puppy Ruby? What would life be like blind and deaf?

What would life be like with cancer?

What would life be like with type 1 diabetes to go with my type 1 bipolar?

It would be life. And I’d be living. Until I weren’t. One thing is certain. Breathing until I can’t. Even that is a choice, but I’d choose to live through it still. No life is perfect. Every life is worth living, I think, even if death seems more attractive. Even if I’m not the star on the screen. Even if my problems pile up like dishes after a long week. I’ll be here still. Trying, doing what I can, making the most out of it. I sometimes feel like I’m running out of time even when people tell me I’m so young. I don’t want to waste it, we only get it once. So, what would life be like if the people I cared about left me ? It would be shitty, that’s true, for awhile. But live will I still.