How much time is forever? How much time goes by till the minutes and the hours feel like ages? For me forever is 364 days. 364

days. Three hundred sixty four days. 364 days since you've gone. Every single day has been agony, a slow seeping feeling of drowsiness overcoming all that I am and all that I feel. A deep drowning feeling that suffocates all the air out of my lungs till I'm hyperventilating on the floor, screaming for someone who is never bound to come. Fainted, unconscious, half-alive. Everyday, for three hundred and sixty four days l've sent you letters. Letters you'll never see, you'll never hold and you'll never read. Three hundred and sixty four letters. Each letter another noose around my neck. But the blade that cuts all the weight comes in a number. For three hundred and sixty five days is the last number. Three hundred and sixty five is the end of my forever. 8,760 hours, 525,600 minutes, 31,536,000 seconds. It's been forever. I have never been more excited to visit a post office. Three hundred and sixty five, five, f i v e. This letter is for you, but it's also for me. Because forever ends now, and tomorrow l'll be finally free.