It’s so hard. So exhausting.

I thought this would be an amazing job

And a dream job of mine, but it hurts.

I made this channel just so I can make the videos I liked. I made fanbase. I meet fans.

But I feel I’m just my videos just to be relevant. Just to make the fans happy.

I feel like my fans are just hungry beast waiting for me to bring in something they like and not what I like. My body feels worn and torn apart. I’m tried of feeling this pain in me and I know what must do. It’s a hard one, but

A good one. It’s time to give up on content creating job and start a new job. A new life.

So all I have to say is goodbye.