It was my last chance

To say goodbye

But I didn’t know it at the time

What I took for granted

I shouldn’t have

Every second that passes

My mind fills more with regret

If I took my last chance then

Everything would’ve been okay.

I’m not sure if that’s true

But the guilt was killing me

So it must be

I keep asking “if only”

Instead of “now what?”

Stuck in the past

Unable to move towards the future

My mindset looks bleak

Is there anything to look forwards to?

As hard as I try to push the thoughts away,

They only come back more violently than ever

It was my last chance to say goodbye

And I didn’t.