Holding my mouth closed, cold weather symptoms seem to be the only reason I stay warm. Door still locked, dry phone, all while wearing heavy clothes underneath a expensive thin blanket, somehow pollen has made more of an impact than my three months in summer. Confused right? Try asking yourself who will hurt most contemplating if you should text someone. Either way I need drugs. Chloraseptic spray,her love, cough drops, recognition of some sort confirming I’m not completely sick. Now one random person might get a text message, and I’m potentially a drug addict smart enough to not let anyone inside.